look, i'm dying

dear journal,
you know...why i'm writing..actually im typing anyway...you'll never answer. My friends are getting a hell farther everyday. I can never blame them...i was acting all weird.

Wait, i am weird
so why act so unknown?
...i can never blame them. I am weird. So lonely...so alone. What do they think of me>>>a stupid person...however..I am STUPID.

no more time for this...gotta be goin'